Say What You Need To Say

I have been online for 3 hours straight. Just looking at absolute nonsense on the net. I wonder why the majority of people have so many emotions in themselves while i on the other hand dont really have much. Some people can just go on and on ranting about their feelings how they are pissed and depressed, and hating the world so much. A little bit of anger and frustration in life is good, i suppose because you get to feel different varietes of emotions in life but not to the extent of self-cutting, overconsumption of depression pills, or mass killing aka Victoria Tech. A diversity of emotions that a person feels can shape a persons personality as they grow....hmmm no wonder why i am not growing up. *laughs*

I dont think that i am growing up, emotionally that is. Guessing i stopped growing at the age of 15. Still childish. Still dependant. Still retarded. Still taking everything in this life as a joke. Still not ready for future responsibilities. Slightly worried. But to be honest, i am not.

Last Friday was such a bore. Got to see Deer only in hallways, gosh he is super cute. the dude did not show up in the library. So, all i did in the library was study econs essay and did some lirting(lonely flirting) who do u expect me to flirt with? the shabby econs essay book i was reading?Deer was not there! I guess he attended extra classes or he went home and sleep.

Pui Jing and Yoke Ling both have a new love interest. They cant stop thinking and discussing how hot the guy in the cafeteria is. The guy is too skinny for my liking though. We all told Horny Sara all about him and as usual horny sara become so excited (thats why she got that nickname. sara are u mad?) she actually contemplated to go down to check up on him during our maths class .We managed to convince her not to do so. Pheww.

Pui Jing hates horse and likes new dude.
Yoke Ling likes new dude.
If a fight goes on, my money is on pui jing, tht girl is tough!

Sara likes milk, mop, david, kiran, guy with gothic eyes, clinton, zen chien, the dude who sends her home, and the list goes on......but i bet her fave is Mop and Milk.

Do not read the following if you arent sara or puijing. It may cause confusion.
Sara's fantasy : A glass of milk spills on the floor. mr maths teacher takes a mop and dips it in the bucket filled with soap and water. The volume of the water decreases as it is mostly absorbed by the thick smelly fibres of the mop. The excess water is squeezed back into the bucket making the water turn slightly shit-like due to all the dirt sticking on the mop. Then, the mop cleans up the pot-belly-cow-smelling milk on the floor. Swirls and circles created by the mop over a long period of time creates a heavenly fusion consisting of bucket water, milk and soap. The end. Sara is going to kill me. Please dont pull the trigger.
i have no offense against bucket or mop but milk looks gangsta-like.

Note : i wasnt high when this post is written. i can assure you that i am fully conscious and crack-free throughout typing every single word in this post.

Deer looks a bit like jonathan rhys meyers. Just watched Match Point and jonathan is as hot as hell and he reminds me of dear,whoops, i mean deer. This is only an infatuation. it will be over soon, trust me. i dont like this dude. i mean come on i dont even know his name, but he sure looks like a jar of sugar. *sweetness* i should also stop checking him out every 10 mins. im scared that he might realise and think that i am a stalker. Thanks to Sara, she convinced me that deer thinks i AM a crazy stalker. Too bad, she doesnt know who deer is, puijing is the only one who knows this. I shud leave him in peace. All i know is that the flirting stops now....hmm..maybe next week. Ta