The World Will Follow After

I am starting to get headache and I feel really really exhausted throughout the day. I think its due to sleep deprivation. Its not like i'm doing it on purpose, oh well.

Did accounts questions today. Skipped the theory parts though, i will save all the memerising parts a few days before. This is why like maths...

I am suppossed to write something here but I forgot. Just cant think properly right know.

I have been listening to Here Comes The Sun - The Beatles over and over again on youtube.

Its a really nice song and it just lights up my day. It makes me really happy and cheerful.

I like music in those days when its clean and fun, where singers like Flo-Rida, Ludacris, or any rap artist whose songs focuses only on women's asses are non existent.

I want to watch this movie because it has Emma Watson (the girl from Harry Potter) in it. She is so lawa and I like her character in Harry Potter. The plot sounds just so-so though. I wanna see her dance in the movie. Anyway,I'll watch it after A2 exams.

Here comes the sun, do do do do

Here comes the sun,

and I say It's all right

Little darling

The smiles returning to the faces

Little darling

It seems like years since it's been here

- The Beatles-

It's A Different Situation

Yayyyy. I have managed to not drink Pepsi this whole week *claps*. I normally drink these kind of drinks once in 3-4 months but lately I have been gulping down Pepsi like its no one's business. Previously, the only canned drinks that I take is only Nestea but now I have this addiction to Pepsi. Sad, I know but I am gaining-control. Should be fine.


Mum and dad asked to follow them exercise tomorrow morning. *sigh* malasnyerr..i agreed though.. the only reason i wake up so early on weekends is to perform religion obligations then I will read the morning newspaper if its delivered on time. My mum asked me one day if I am starving myself. Hahaha. So not true. I just look sick but I am perfectly healthy. I think its because of the dark circles under my eyes. Lately, I have been sleeping only 4 hours a day but strangely I dont feel tired.


Yesterday I slept at 2.am. After doing Stats i caught this documentary on the History channel. I watched it with my dad. He was watching CNN, then I flipped the channels during commercials and I stopped at the History channel. Its about an aeroplane (KAL 007) that has been shot down by the Soviet interceptors in 1983. Kesian...everyone in the plane died. The aeroplane's rear was shot and the plane tumbled down into the sea and all evidence was destroyed. The falling time was 9 minutes!! lama gila! Not a speck of bodyparts were recovered. The Russians actually managed to find the aeroplanes black box the day after but diorang tak declare pun. Apsal nak hide the evidence?Anyways, I dont blame the soviets for shooting down the aeroplane because the aeroplane violated Soviet's airspace. Soviet's jet could not see the aeroplane coz it was at night, they thought it was an american spy-plane, so they shot missiles at it. Tapi kesian coz everyone perished. Interesting stuff though.


....I must buy donuts at Pyramid tomorrow, if I go Pyramid. Its so weird I can eat all this junk without force. Tomorrow is the last....Promise


Went to college to study for the past week. I actually studied a lot for the first 3 days, Shocked! then, uhm i went back to disturbing everyone for the following 2 days. Paused every 2 questions of maths to kacau people for 20 mins. then, followed sara and pj to see mr kumar to ask questions and disturb sara while mr kumar thinked of solutions to the questions. I realise that I study more when I am not happy. So, I should make myself unhappy!!



I want this cat. Cutenyeeee. Where are her ears? She is an earless cute/adorable kitten. She looks hungry....

Move Your Hands In Circles

Had my birthday 2 days ago. Went to eat with my parents and bought a few stuff. I wanted donuts but I was too full when we were about to get them. Now I feel like eating donuts!! I like all the ring ones. You can wear one on every finger but it would be hard to do so since the radius of two donuts are wider than the length between the fingers. Mummy wouldn't like that anyway 'Nadia, don't play with your fooooood!"

I don't like studying at night, sometimes during the day aswell. hehe
Just watched one episode of Desperate Housewives and one episode of The Office.

Steve Carell is hot but he is such an idiot on the show which draws my attention away from him and to John Krasinski which is such an adorable office mate. Having said that, I The Office will be nothing without Steve Carell!! I want the atmosphere at my future work place to be the same as The Office tv show. They appear to be playing around most of the time and they hardly get any work done. Its all play and no work. No work!!!

Just like how I loathe exams so much now. It is always at the back of your mind and never goes away. Guilt comes all the time when I go online, listen to music, watch tv, but I still continue to do so. It makes you want to drill your skull take that piece of thought and hammer it into mush and discard the waste far far away in the middle of the sea.

John Krasinski aka Jim Halpert (the cute one)Steve Carell aka Michael Scott ( my fav character)

I wanna go ice-skating at Sunway Pyramid with the pals. I have to wait until after a month to do that (after exams...yawn). Unless we go to college one of these days and take a cab to Sunway sometime in the morning since there is hardly anyone at Sunway at that time on a weekday. Someone can take a shot of me attempting to spin around and falling flat on my arse. I bet all of us will fall on our arses.

Ooooo I just realised, I had two donuts during Teacher's Day last friday. I should have taken more....Nadz...don't be greedy

End Of Chapter (Epilogue)

Last day of college was today. We had a blast during Maths class. All of a sudden, everyone became whores, whoops, i mean camwhores. People were obssesively snaping pictures here and there making all sorts or poses, decent ones and not-so-decent ones. These pictures can help serve as a memory of PB1 to all of us.

An overview of my family in college (PB1 Class)

Pui Jing : PJ is a kind-hearted girl with a big sense of humour. Her fave pick up line is ' anything u want, u just tell me'. I will miss the crazy and ridiculous ideas that we always come up with. I will also miss the times in the library, especially every friday when we hang out until 6pm. Her butt is hot.

Yoke Ling : I realise that Yoke likes to make sound effects like 'rawrr'. Yoke seldoms gets mad and she always have that smiling look on her face which makes me happy. Sometimes Yoke smiles and laughs in a cutesy (manja) way which makes guys think that she is flirting. I am going to miss your laugh.

Sara : Just the sight of you makes me want to 'kacau' you. Sara, sorry I always bother you all this while but I don't normally mean it, so don't get mad ok! You always say the funniest and weirdest things (horny stuff) but you can get serious aswell. I won't have anyone to bully anymore after A2.

See Sheen : The person whom I always sit with in Accounts class. Eventhough we don't talk so much, but when she talks it is always funny. In the morning, I always ask her what is in Nanyang Siang Pau newspaper because I can't understand chinese.

Hui Wen : She is so sweet just like a lollipop. She reminds me of some anime character when she smiles. Hui Wen is very helpful and she will definitely help you in your studies. She is soft-spoken and polite all the time. Good choice for a wife. Hehe

Pamela : The mother of the class. She is always concerned about everyone. She has Rapunzel hair and is 100% loyal to Daniel Radcliffe. Pam also has a mini first aid kit in her bag in case someone gets sick. You can count on her if you plan to seek revenge on the opposite sex.

Lauren : LeggyLauren, her legs go on forever. Sexy, sleek, tall, fit to be a model! Lauren is kind and nice and sometimes naughty (isn't she alwayz). I tak sanggup call Lauren bitchy coz she is nice to me. I always have to look up to her when we talk(neck pain...no lah just jk). She is an oreo-freak

Xin Ee : I always pronounce her name Zin E instead of Sin E. Sorry my dear, it has already become a habit. The petite sexy-ass girl with the loud voice ( doesnt go unnoticed) She does gymnastics so just imagine how flexible her body is!! She likes to camwhore same like Lauren up there.

Queenie : Girl with the sexy smile. We love to gossip about Gossip Girl. She reminds me of Blair Waldorf. The way they talk and the way they mimick their faces are the same. A bit bitchy laa but in a likable way. She also likes to camwhore like those two up there. Maybe you three should provide posing-for-cams lessons for those who rarely camwhore! lol

Hui Yii : Cheese tart gal. She is very friendly and has loads of stories to tell. I never get bored of Hui Yii. Pre-Tee Huii-Yii....It is so so easy to make her laugh which makes me happy at the same time. She is so cool and slumber man! and her hair is to die for

Anis : Beautiful, intelligent, and very funny. She can be the valedictorian of PB1. Anis also reads The Sun everyday because she looks for that newspaper every morning. Starbucks is practically her other home cause she loves coffee and I've also heard about a boy who works there. lol

Li Ling : I love talking crap with her. She is looks so serious but she is actually damn funny! She is so skinny, I am jealousss. We also took our IELTS course and test together. Those classes on Saturdays were quite fun. Don't forget Nobita, but more importantly don't forget me.

Swee Ying : The pretty girl in PBI. Not only that she is pretty, she is also funny! Swee Ying also has a lot of clothes all which are very nice. I think that Swee Ying takes good care of her image. She also like to 'kacau' Mr. Kumar in class. Now she is letting her hair grow longer.

Sue Ann : Very playful girl. I love your hair man! From straight to curly then back to straight. Sue Ann also loves to wear clothes from Topshop. Her face is always smiling and sometimes she talks and laughs damn loud in class. She also like to look at Nobita's friend.

Jia-Xin : The sexiest girl in PB1. She looks so fierce at first but actually you can talk to her alot. She also loves to eat sweets especially mentos. Last time she had long hair but she cut it short. She looks hotter now.

Jade : She looks like a porcelain china doll, especially after she did rebonding and cut her fringe. Jade is so cute when she laughs and her taste in shoes are da bomb.

Adeline : At first when I saw her I tought that she was from Sarawak because of her sir name 'Bok' and because she looks a bit mix. She is a nice person and she likes to wear skirts. And we took the IELTS course together.

Eugene : Adeline's man. Eugene is so straightforward when he says something. Sometimes It is quite funny. He is good at doing class presntations. Yo, brush up on your rempit communicating skills.lol

Jo : He is quite quiet in class and quite smart I think. Long time never see him in class.

Ashvinder : New classmate. Very hardworking. She has gorgeous eyes and when she laughs she looks so pretty. I realise that Ashvin likes to wear black more than other colors.

Stephanie : New classmate too. She is pretty and slim. She watches a lot of tv shows I think. I like the dark blue shiny top that she wears.

Arthur : New classmate. He speaks with a so-called American accent. His hobby is bullying people like me. I have to admit, he is one of the brightest students in PB1 eventhough he wears skinny jeans. My dollar signs don't look like worms!!

Damia : New classmate. She is so sweet and her handwriting looks similar to mine. She likes to wear 3/4 pants to class. It was fun talking to her.

Kuan Lee : My ex-classmate who transferred to ICPU. Everything that he says is damn funny eventhough he is quite naughty sometimes. I still hang out with him in the library.

That is all I have to say. I love most of you and I won't ever forget any of you. I am humbled to know each and everyone of you. *Nadz bows to all of the fantastic people mentioned in this post*

In My Life

Nadz is extremely happy and relieved now
I am glad to go back to those times when a laugh will definitely occur every 10 seconds
All I have in my memory is just the fun times

Hope You Have The Time

Should I go to prom or not? I am still in the process of deciding. One of the reasons not to go is because it is on the 13th of June which is the last day of exam. My paper ends in the afternoon so its only around 4 hours before prom starts which is at 7.00pm. Other factors include :-

a) hunting for a dress which fits my awful body shape and which covers my arms and most of my legs but still looks flattering. Besides, I cant work with bright colours..

b) looking for stilletoes which are high and comfy.

c) my inability to function well in big crowds.

d) i might have to enter late because i have to perform my prayers first. what if they close the doors for late entrants?

e) transportation to the hotel. (actually this is not an issue. i just wanna add to more reasons not to go...hehe)

f) my buddies are not going ( pj, sara ho, yoke ling)

g) buddies who might be going will be all over the dance floor ( lauren, xin ee, queen, pam, anis, hui yii......etc)

h) i can picture myself sitting alone at the table sipping orange juice and making countless trips to the buffet area ( hey this isn't so bad actually!)

i) i might not win the lucky draw. i NEVER win luck draws...grrr

j) the prom ticket is RM130....actually, this isnt really a prob for me.

h) shelf boy aka library boy aka deer might not go. it would be a dissapointment coz you will be longing to see someone just to find out that he won't be there. all your effort to dress up and look pretty will be wasted.

This outfit looks gorgeous. It is simple and flirty. I would wear it with a shawl/ short jacket but in a darker colour.

Little Voice

Nadz (LV): Why aren't u hitting the books?
Nadz : Because I just feel lazy
Nadz (LV): Your performance has shown a decline
Nadz : Yup, so did some other people
Nadz (LV) : You must buck up or you will be denied entry into Uni! Would you want that?
Nadz : Hell no! but I can't focus for more than 30 mins
Nadz (LV) : Don't give that bullsh*t excuse and start moving!! Exam is in one month
Nadz : One month? As in four weeks only? Crap. I can't study at home or in the library. Everywhere is a distraction
Nadz (LV) : You must remain focused. Please I beg of you, for only one month, devote yourself to your study books then you are free to indulge in other activities. Trap yourself in a cage for one month and you must only allow limited time for leisure activities. Onlining and tv is sinful and it has destructive consequences
Nadz : You made your point clear this time. I will be a sefless robot. Must study..........must study.........OMG gossip girl episode 15 is on youtube!!! Georgina Sparks is a classy villain.

The dialog above tends to take place on a daily basis. My conscience loses out all the time. Tsk tsk
* Nadz = me
* Nadz (LV) = little voice in me